She might not have won the Bigg Boss 14 trophy, but the self proclaimed drama queen won hearts with her entertainment ka dose during her stint on the reality show. Well, out of the house with Rs 14 lakh in hand, Rakhi Sawant says she is happy that she took the fastest decision among the five finalists to hit the buzzer for the money. She says, “My bank balance is zero at the moment. My mother has been suffering with intestinal issues and all my earnings have gone in her treatment. I desperately wanted to earn, so that I can help my mother.”

Talk to Rakhi and it is inevitable that the conversation veers towards the most controversial part of her life — her marriage to businessman Ritesh. Ask her if he actually exists and pat comes the reply, “Of course, Ritesh is there, I am married to him and we love each other a lot. Though we got married, our marriage never got solemnised in the true sense. Later, I got to know that he already has a wife and child, which was a secret all this while, but now it is out. He always wanted to keep our marriage a secret for a lot of reasons. But at the same time, I don’t know if we’ll ever divorce each other.”

She adds, “Now my priority is to become a mother and experience motherhood. I don’t need a Vicky Donor for my child, I need a father. I don’t want to be a single mother. I don’t know how this will happen, but I really wish it does. I just hope I find a solution for this as I still have my eggs frozen.”